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I'm happily married to Mr. Man. We have 2 daughters, Big R and Little R. I'm a stay at home mom. We moved from the big city to the country, living a dream. I'm a collector and a packrat. I'd rather read a book than watch a movie. I battle depression. I love life, but that wasn't always the case. This is my journal.

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Welcome Back J.C!

Good morning.
I think my hair may finally be long enough to donate! So I go back on the website, haven't looked at it in a long time, I wanted to see where it is I send my hair etc. It says it takes 12 donations to make one wig for a child and costs $1200 per wig. Does this mean someone will have to pay $1200? I thought I was donating my hair so someone could be donated a wig. Or at least I didn't realize how expensive wigs are. I'll have to read it again, look for some more info, maybe it said it costs $1200 to MAKE each wig.
Its raining. I don't like rain. I suppose this will melt all the snow too. I don't mind rain in the summer, warm rain is ok, but I really don't like cold rain.
We've had a heck of a time finding a coat or jacket or sweater for Bear. We finally found a place with his sizes. He has a 20" neck and his chest is bigger than mine! He needs like XXL in doggy sizes. Most places carry only up to Large which really would only fit a large cat maybe. I know he'll probably hate it at first, but I hope he'll get used to it. I just don't want him getting sick. Dogs do catch colds and whatnot too. It gets damn cold in the winter and if he's wet from the snow as well as cold, he could get sick. I already got him some booty/slippers. We got him actual leather doggy boots a couple of years ago, with velcro straps, but they weren't quite big enough. He wore them a couple of times but would always manage to kick one or two of them off. He finally lost one in the snow which we didn't find until spring. Honestly he loves the snow, just like his mama, but he likes to just lay there in it, he rolls around in it and he digs in it. Whenever we shovel or clean off a car, he attacks it. You can't have him out there if you're trying to shovel. He gets ice balls between his toes which then sticks to the fur and that is painful for him. So I'm hoping these slippers will help.
My friend J.C is back online! It's been close to a year that she was gone. She was having a lot of problems, she was very upset and emotional. One day I got an email saying some not nice things, calling me a liar, accusing me of hurting her, and that was the last I heard from her for almost a year. My emails to her went unanswered, snail mail went unanswered and her phone was disconnected. Now that she is back, she says she had moved, and it was someone else who sent the email. That was one of her problems, her fiances ex was wreaking havoc and had gotten onto her email account. It turns out she had sent similar emails to other friends, sent emails to J.C and her fiance as well. Apparently the ex wants J.Cs fiance back. They have kids together. She says the only reason I hadn't heard from her is she simply didn't have a computer and the snail mail she sent came back to her for insufficient postage. That isn't so hard to believe as I know what her letters are like, many pages long. The point is, I was so worried about her because she was having so much trouble and was very depressed when we last spoke. And I am so happy to have her back! She still doesn't have another computer, but she got a job where she has access to one.
I'm still a little leery. Afterall we did meet online. But that soon evolved into meeting in person. We've been to each others homes, we've met each others families, we've partied together and we used to talk online every single day. So, I don't know, she has no reason to lie to me. I remember her telling me about all the crap the ex was pulling. Obviously I was questioning why she came back, out of the blue, as if nothing happened, and when we put two and two together, she got quite upset. She said she was so upset she may have to leave work for the day and I think she did because I didn't hear back from her again. Hopefully she'll be at work today and we can talk some more. Her timing for coming back couldn't have been better lol. Gawd.
It's weird, as soon as I made up my mind and stopped stressing over the family, I immediately felt better. I still feel like crap, but emotionally I feel better. Whatever is going on, cervical cancer or whatever, I think is affecting my horomones, throw in my PMS and perimenopause, and that explains my feelings and inability to control my emotions and tears. It's not easy being a female sometimes. I'm feeling better about Christmas, looking forward to it even, but thats how I feel today lol. Tomorrow could be a different story, though I don't think so.
Ok, I've blathered enough for one morning. Have a fabulous day!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

yo babe! this is JC. I missed you too and i wont be disappearing again anytime soon. at least not where you're concerned! We be Buds! :) Merry Xmas chickie!

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