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I'm happily married to Mr. Man. We have 2 daughters, Big R and Little R. I'm a stay at home mom. We moved from the big city to the country, living a dream. I'm a collector and a packrat. I'd rather read a book than watch a movie. I battle depression. I love life, but that wasn't always the case. This is my journal.

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

No New News

The hell is ongoing. I am hoping for change at the end of July but not counting on it. Meanwhile, SOMEONE put a password on my computer so I can't even get into my user account. That means I lost all my pictures, all my music, all my favourites, etc. Years worth of stuff. What a drag.
Other than that we haven't had too much trouble with Little R lately. She was quite a handful there for a while. Big R was here for a very short visit. She showed up after a wedding at 12:30 at night and basically left first thing in the morning. I was a little disappointed with that. Can't say I blame her too much, I hadn't cleaned up the house at all, it was bad. Little R did some cleaning up but its still a wreck.
My father and sister pulled a surprise visit last weekend. They were unable to get through on the phone so they just showed up. My uncle Jack passed away last week. I haven't heard anything about the funeral, I would have liked to go or at least send flowers. With Little R home, summer vacation from school, the computer is online all day and no one can get through on the phone. So I guess I've probably missed the funeral now. Grrrrrrrr.
Also got the news that my niece with cancer doesn't have much longer. I still haven't seen or spoken to her. I sent her another email this morning hoping she will reply. I want to visit her but I don't want to barge in on her. I have called her a couple of times but got no answer. It did feel awkward after not talking for so long but it doesn't any more. I want to see her before its too late. It was too late for my uncle who had invited us to lunch but we never got around to doing it.
So things are the same around here. I haven't touched my gardens, they look terrible. I didn't plant any of my hanging baskets or planters. The grass still needs to be cut. I made an attempt, got some of it done and now its all grown back anyway.
Without going into detail, all I can say is Mr. Man hasn't been living here since the end of March. The house is falling apart. We are hoping he can come back the end of July. This forced separation hasn't helped my depession, if anything it made it worse. It's a most screwed up situation. But there's nothing we can do about it. I still see him every night and on weekends. But he can't come to the house. That's the hell I'm living in.
So no new news. Going to a friends family picnic in the city in a couple of weeks. Looking forward to that. Missed the annual nieghbourhood bash. Just didn't feel up to going. Little R went though. I don't even have my usual tan. Just staying inside watching tv all day. That's getting old though. Life can be so hard at times. I'm trying to keep it as easy as possible under the circumstances.
Have a great day.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hiya , glad to see ya posting, youve got me hooked on reading blogs by the way lol still havent started one...dont even begin to know how to even set it up and no real ambition to find out to be honest lol

but im glad you guys are still planning to come down for the picnic...ya know last year when my asshole cousins came , they stayed at the motel across the road for the nite before...theres another one on southdown and lakeshore , ya know as you go south on southdaon and then the road curves and heads west it turns into lakeshore again , the place is called maxines and i think theyre pretty reasonable, i checked it out for them last year and i believe it wass only 60 bucks for the nite...not too bad but they ended up pickin the one across the road just cos they dont know the area and it was close by ...just a thought if you can swing it , itd be nice to come down and hang out over here and be able to get a good nites sleep together for a change...let me know what you think about that...im worried about the parking...like youd have to leave pretty early to make sure you got here early enuff to get a parking sspot...long way to come to burn on parking

anyway chin up girl, it has to end sometime....soon i hope

cathy

5:09 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi there ....I am glad your blogging again...

Things will look up Char...hang in there

Be back soon ...SW

11:01 AM  

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