The Nightmare Continues
The nightmare continues. I can't discuss it, but it is a nightmare. Little R continues to be a troubled teen. All of a sudden our life is a real mess. Nothing is as it should be. None of this is helping my depression, if anything it's worse now. I look forward to my next therapy session. I'm afraid for Mr. Man. He's smoking way too many cigarettes and he's not sleeping well, getting up at 3 a.m. I'm afraid he's going to give himself a heart attack or something. This nightmare is tearing our family apart.
On the bright side, spring is here. All the snow is gone though we did get a light dusting one night recently, it melted in the morning. My crocuses are blooming. My hyacinths are coming up and they seem to have multiplied. Tulips are coming up also multiplied. One thing I don't see coming up is daffodils. I don't have very many of those but I don't see them coming up anywhere. The yard is a mess but it hasn't been quite nice enough to get out there cleaning it up. The sun is nice but there's still a cold wind.
I couldn't come up with anything to do for Show and Tell on Friday. I just wasn't into it and couldn't think of anything. However I already have something for this Friday. I started my new pig collection on the weekend. We found a new junk store and they just happened to have a whole lot of pigs for sale. I bought 6. A good start to a new collection. I also bought 3 books and Mr. Man bought some cassette tapes. We listened to them in the car. I picked up a box of books from Freecycle. Half of them I don't want. A friend of mine likes Catherine Cookson and told me I might like her too. So when I saw a box of books including some Catherine Cookson on Freecycle I got them. I've started reading one and am enjoying it. My friend collects them so she can have them when I'm done with them.
So here's pictures, my crocuses...
Hyacinths
Tulips
At times I thought I'd never see these sprouts. It was a long winter. Due to my depression and the ongoing nightmare I don't feel the same joy that I would normally feel at the arrival of spring. I feel pretty sad these days. And there is nothing we can do about it. It's out of our hands. Our hands are tied. Thinking positive doesn't seem to be an option for me at this point. Things are not looking good. All I can hope for is an end to this nightmare I'm living in.
Have a good day.
On the bright side, spring is here. All the snow is gone though we did get a light dusting one night recently, it melted in the morning. My crocuses are blooming. My hyacinths are coming up and they seem to have multiplied. Tulips are coming up also multiplied. One thing I don't see coming up is daffodils. I don't have very many of those but I don't see them coming up anywhere. The yard is a mess but it hasn't been quite nice enough to get out there cleaning it up. The sun is nice but there's still a cold wind.
I couldn't come up with anything to do for Show and Tell on Friday. I just wasn't into it and couldn't think of anything. However I already have something for this Friday. I started my new pig collection on the weekend. We found a new junk store and they just happened to have a whole lot of pigs for sale. I bought 6. A good start to a new collection. I also bought 3 books and Mr. Man bought some cassette tapes. We listened to them in the car. I picked up a box of books from Freecycle. Half of them I don't want. A friend of mine likes Catherine Cookson and told me I might like her too. So when I saw a box of books including some Catherine Cookson on Freecycle I got them. I've started reading one and am enjoying it. My friend collects them so she can have them when I'm done with them.
So here's pictures, my crocuses...
Hyacinths
Tulips
At times I thought I'd never see these sprouts. It was a long winter. Due to my depression and the ongoing nightmare I don't feel the same joy that I would normally feel at the arrival of spring. I feel pretty sad these days. And there is nothing we can do about it. It's out of our hands. Our hands are tied. Thinking positive doesn't seem to be an option for me at this point. Things are not looking good. All I can hope for is an end to this nightmare I'm living in.
Have a good day.
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