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I'm happily married to Mr. Man. We have 2 daughters, Big R and Little R. I'm a stay at home mom. We moved from the big city to the country, living a dream. I'm a collector and a packrat. I'd rather read a book than watch a movie. I battle depression. I love life, but that wasn't always the case. This is my journal.

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

The Same, But Longer, And More Painful, Ugh

Good evening.
This morning I wished you a fabulous day...I already knew mine wouldn't be fabulous. But I had no idea. We arrived at the hospital 15 minutes ahead of my appointment time, then they kept us waiting 15 minutes past the appointment time. I had taken one and a half Lorazapams (or 3 mg) so I was pretty stoned. It was supposed to be like the first time and it was, only worse. This time it seemed to take much longer and it hurt way more. Still not excruciating or anything, it just hurts. Causes cramping. You figure...they're up inside of you with a camera (the whole thing is playing on a big TV right beside me!) and God only knows what else, cutting chunks off of your innards. Then they put "chemical bandages" on the wounds.
I basically came home and went right to bed. Just woke up around 6 p.m Was a little confused and disoriented at first, like is it a.m or p.m? Pretty much a waste of the last day off work for Hubby. He, Little R and Bear were all asleep also. This was the last day of his holidays, bummer. Oh well, obviously we all needed a nice long nap. I'm having more cramps now than earlier. The doctor said to expect his call with the results in late February.
Later this week I have an appointment with a counsellor-type person. This should be interesting. I've met her once already and found her to have a bit of a 'tude. She seems younger than myself, fresh out of psychology school even. In her capacity she should not have a 'tude with her clients, because it's just wrong. So we shall see. I'm in just the mood to be giving someone an attitude adjustment right about now lol. I did speak to her on the phone one day last week and she seemed like an entirely different person then, very, very friendly, too friendly. Thats not to say she wasn't friendly when we met, she was, there is just something "off" there. One topic of discussion that seemed to raise both our hackles. Oh well, looking forward to it, maybe I'm wrong, maybe she was just having a bad day when we met. Or maybe she needs an attitude adjustment hehe.
I would really like to see some folks commenting on here. The people I know personally, who read this, ALWAYS comment, they just tell me in person or in email. I'd like folks to start using the comment feature on this site. Please?
Hubby is now cooking dinner, what a guy! I guess he knows how I'm feeling, and I'm not feeling like cooking.
K, I'm out of here, gonna go cramp in peace. Have a lovely evening.

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