I Have Bronchitis

Yeah...

So after typing out this long sob story about my bitchin PMS and how sick I feel and how its weakening me, body and mind....I went to the hospital and, Big R you were right, I have bronchitis. WTF?? But the good part is, I think this may be just the thing to make me quit smoking. Because holy shit I could not breathe today! The smokes are just grossing me right out, the smell, the taste and the choking on it. I think I can do it. I think I finally want it bad enough. And I don't want to die, not yet. And man the last few days I've felt pretty dam close to death. So they took chest xrays to check for pneumonia, which is honestly what I thought I had, and luckily there was none. Oh yeah, and for the first time in my life, I have high blood pressure. The nurse said it could be just because I feel so shitty and the doctor kind of didn't mention it, except to say it was pretty high. WTF?? So I got me some heavy duty antibiotics and a puffer, yay...

And the motivation to quit smoking...gonna go look up some shit on the topic...have a good night.