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I'm happily married to Mr. Man. We have 2 daughters, Big R and Little R. I'm a stay at home mom. We moved from the big city to the country, living a dream. I'm a collector and a packrat. I'd rather read a book than watch a movie. I battle depression. I love life, but that wasn't always the case. This is my journal.

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

It Was A Creepy Dream

Good morning.
As you know, I've been depressed lately. In a funk. Down in the dumps. I'm not sure why. I've been trying to talk myself out of it. Nothing is working. I so don't want to feel this way. I wish I knew how to snap out of it.

This morning just before waking up I had a dream. I was dreaming that we moved from this house into an apartment in the city. The apartment was like a little bit of everywhere we've lived over the years. That dream gave me a new appreciation for my house this morning. Usually when I look at my yard I see all the flaws and all the work that I need to do. Not so this morning. I saw the beauty in it. It's never looked so nice to me before. And as for the house, I saw the space, the rooms, the room, rather than the flaws and the mess and the work I have to do. I can't imagine moving back to an apartment.

We are having a cold snap. It's a mere 5 degrees out there this morning. The temperature is supposed to go back up today, I hope so. I've had the furnace on since yesterday afternoon. The weather is such a funny thing. It's hard to believe we're a week into June already. It looks like it will be a sunny day, unlike yesterday which was dark and dreary. If it does warm up I think I'll get back out there and get on with digging the extension to my garden.

I really have nothing else to say today. Have yourself a great day.

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